i disappointed no one except myself, but whats done is done,its all chill for me now. haha..

and life would be infinitely happier if i could only be born at the lan jiao age of eighty and gradually approach eighteen...just like benjamins buttons...okay lame..

We all have dreams... But in order to make dreams into reality, it takes an awful lot of determination, dedication, self-discipline, and effort...don't make the stupid mistake i did. don't take things for granted..
i needa go for my vacation soon ... away from reality.. LOL if not my emo-ness will go on and on....

My momma always said life was like a box of chocolates…you never know what you're gonna get.

Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player
That struts and frets his hour upon the stage
And then is heard no more: it is a tale
Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury,
Signifying nothing.

In the book of life, the answers aren't in the back.

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that frightens us most. We ask ourselves, 'Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, and famous?' Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that people won't feel insecure around you. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in all of us. And when we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.

Patience is waiting. Not passively waiting. That is laziness. But to keep going when the going is hard and slow - that is patience.

THE WEAK CAN NEVER FORGIVE. FORGIVENESS IS THE ATTRIBUTE OF THE STRONG.

sibei seh now. just finish some house party shit from my frens house apparently im dam seh wonder how im typing tis post... and some asshole took my key.. had to cab down to her house and take back...........lol.......... bo pian......... but i still love the state im in now... easy to sleep.. since im on my bed..!!! and im gonna delete this blog in two weeks time for some apparent reason!

TML IM GONNA HAVE A HAIRCUT ! AND A GYMING SESSION?
and the pic on top shows that we are attracting THE CORRECT ATTENTION ... LOL just minus a mere 30 years off eh ? LOL

some disney land shit...

HAHAHHAHAHAH ...cool photo !

i know how make kimchi .. noww... who wants to marry me ?:P

have you ever tried having a bbq in -11'c before ? LOLthe food great btw

hi welcome to the shack house !

WELCOME! to WINTER-X GAMES 2010 !!!

WHAT if ? your whole family knows how to ski ?

breathtaking ttm..

my brother just do not want to jump ... LOL

THE VIEW DAM GOOD

and there was snow

this week dam suay....
this all i gotta say...
is just suay...

cant sleep cant sleep

LOL this blog so useless ! i think i gonna forget about this blog ? maybe ? hiak hiak..
today i wasted my precious little money and time to go to rebel...
i told myself not to go but still go .....
wasted my 40 bucks for nothing when i needed it most at this point of my life !
and i wasted it all on a trip like this..
no point no meaning..
just plain waste of time..
i feel like im dam stress at this crucial time of my life..
and such nonsense i gotta handle at this time of my LIFE !
its just making me more !!! STRESS ..
just gotta take a chill pill and just go with the flow man..
ah heng gan buay siii !!!
CHAO SAI MOFOS

THIS WEEK DAM boring....in this life of mine
look at this potential mountain dew ad !! HAHA lame...

i guess i stay home this week ... either studying or rotting... the only days i think i would be out is on wed or a friday. exams like coming soon and i think i gotta stop playing fool and study hard if not say "bye bye" to poly and "hello" to botak ... and the chances of me going to poly is like 50-50 ... whoever wanna study pls tell me .. IM SERIOUS ... JEREMY HENG WANTS TO STUDY !!! no joke.. i really can... hahaha...
i dun wanna live THE BURIED LIFE !! HAHA...
i have to suffer to enjoy in the future..!!
i dun wanna be told to sweep the floor clean the table and chair !HAHAHA
so go to school and work hard!MOFOs...

and cny coming and i cannot collect ang pao at all...due to some reasons...so sad..
how i wish i can make a money tree ...so at home can sleep ..wake up.. prepare ..den walk to balcony pluck 1000 bucks out ...go out...LOL
or win 4d or toto...

anyway today i did a good deed to carry a old man from the kopitiam to his bench where he place cardboards and everything just to sleep there ... he cant walk even with hsi walking stick... i wonder how he can walk to the kopitiam .... when i carried him i can feel his body trembling... if im millioniare i think i buy him one electric wheel chair liao... shiok sial..
feel dam sad for him ... he has to lead this type of life...
im dam lucky to be sleeping on a bed now...
LOL ... SO I MUST STUDY HARD!!!LOL
NIGHTS WORLD!

how do i start a post without starting with the word "today "? (this is how )
well today was just another boring day of my life..
as usual wake up late for school.
train to school .
finish school.
come home from school.
and i typed "school" so many times tat i feel like im spelling it wrong when i look at it ... knn ...

Today was BTT day .. the 2nd time i went to bbdc to take tat evaluation... neither did i pass nor fail ... guess wad.. i was late ...i was pissed at tat moment. not because i was late, cos i have myself to blame for that .... but its because i travelled from Tanah merah after school.. all the way to Bukit batok.... just to figure out that i was late ... the problem was, i thought it supposedly to start at 3 ...

So i slowly stroll to bbdc like macham runway model... still can eat ananas chicken rice there ... by the time i reach there it was 2.30... so i happily went to the computer there to check for the rooms i was suppose to go to.. just to notice the freaking exam started at 2 ... i was like "you gotta BE KIDDING ME !! " when i saw the stupid column "TIME: 14.00 to 14.50 "....den it was like.. my happiness was like the freaking sun... going behind the clouds...AKA also like THE HULK turning GREEN!!

SSSo i went up tried my luck see if can still take the remaining 10 mins... but unfortunately, cannot take liao..
AND I SWEAR I WAS FREAKING PISSED AT TAT POINT OF TIME and sadddd at same time la like dam suay lo ... knn ... until like i saw one chio bu den everything resumed normally.. LOL! go book again ... so the next time im gonna take btt is march... i already wasted 12 bucks for nothing... so better not do the same bloody ass mmistake...

i tried the guitar at yamaha at plaza sing today .. the sound arh powderful ... and the knobs for the pickup dam nice... got some blue light or something really catches my eye... i swear my whole blog is gonna full of this guitar pictures... until i get this shit....

This is my WANT TO HAVE electic guitar ... i've been eye-ing this son of a toot for dam long ... the only thing preventing me from having it, is it's price tag... i think its like $904.90 . dunno whats the 90 cents for ... its like the " iphone of guitars" for me now ..so slim and sleek AND SLICK AND SICK !! prolly will take years for me to invest on this guitar .. but ... reality tells me .. wait till your next lifetime if you are rich ...

The all new RGX-A2 electric guitar is a marvel of modern technology. The proprietary A.I.R. (Alternative Internal Resonance) construction body, LED lit cylindrical diecast knobs, lightweight barrel tuners, and Yamaha Alnico soapbar pickups make this a high tech masterpiece that is not only stunningly beautiful, but tonally revolutionary

today, woke up dam early ... for church...if you don't even know, tat i wake up for church 10 in the morning every week sunday !!
i don't go there to really pray, i am actually their audio & visual dude over there .so, i control the sound and wadever ... you can just call me the "handsome" AV dude ... HAHA..
for those who din know .. SURPRISED RIGHT !!! like such a COOL GUY LIKE ME do this type of thing ... so HOLY .. cos you know why not??? Women dig HOLY MEN !

wah ...see i still got give guys dating tips somemore ... tsktsk.. like garyng174 like tat but not so graphic...LOL
anyway today like dam boring ... after church i went to suntec.. i was prolly walking like a zombie..causing iam like dozing off while walking ... did nothing there but eat.. wadever ...

so, now in front of tv.. and i feel like going out to take some fresh air ... if you know wad i mean .. and im dam bored for the whole day ... wish can go out to the pool to take a chill pillz... but too bad ...no one can accompany me ..

WHATEVER BYE !@!@#$!@!%!

ENTRANCE TO BASEMENT.. (i still hate this name.)

was practicing half way and i cocked up the solo part .. HAHAHa

so dang tired... tired from yesterday late night activity ... today din get a decent 30 mins to sleep ,there be someone either calling me or msging me every 10 to 15 mins while tryna take a nap....zzzzz
and today went jamming again ... and i seriously think we need a vocalist.. if not we be just playing instrumental all the way and it will be a waste of $$$ even if we play great, how are we suppose to start a band without a vocalist ?!?!?!
and we cant even decide on a band name... ENTRANCE TO BASEMENT is one of them ... they decided on tat name while walking out of studio thinking of a band name, and while walking out we saw a staircase leading to a basement, where there was a sign above ENTRANCE TO BASEMENT ..... lol.. like wtf laa .HAHA
the other option was THE KIRKS.... and im so lazy to even tell you how we picked tat name ... although its sounds like a potential band name ... but wadever .. undecided... LOL

today will be the best day of the year, period .. it made me forget about all the worries and burdens in life, its totally brings me back years ago, always with my partners in crime jehian and ooi! finding cheap thrillz nonsense stuff ... no clubbing or wad so ever will beat this day ... i totally go for another day like this.. LOL..
GOTTA LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST MY FRIENDS !
and not live the buried life ...

I feel like, I would like
To be somewhere else doing something that matters
And I'll admit here, while I sit here
My mind wastes away and my doubts start to gather.

whomever you may be ... HAHA

can my life be more exciting not ... sieh boring lei...

If you had one day to live,what would you do ? Would you climb a mountain? Would you kiss the girl of your dreams? Would you tell someone how you really feel?
Now, if you had a lifetime to live, Would you lose that drive? Or would your list keep getting longer?

What would you want to do before you die ?
-the buried life.

today is the day where i found a little bit of passion in music...i started learning the guitar like 3 months ago with my 7 years buddies ooi and jehian !we were like noob ass guitarist the first time we picked up the guitar... not tat i think tat we are good but ..we are definately IMPROVING . i think 3 of us picked alot of skills together for these 7 or 8 years since we've met each other ..
Such as badminton/dragonboat/skating/music... prolly much more than that ...

Other than tat today is a good day in jamming studio again ... another boys like girls cover -the great escape ... and finally we got a bassist, who is kerner! LOL...
Another good thing is tat the owner of the studio gave us free hours, to jam..i think we played closed to 5 hours straight but she charged us like 3 hours only ???

After tat the whole group met up ... supposedly to watch sherlock holmes after tat but unfortunately, the tickets were all sold out ... so sat at plaza sing slack .. lepak, eat, kfc ,lepak again outside ps and all decided to go home ...

im obviously talking too much so think i should stfu.....

lastly!!!-------->IM FINALLY SHITTING SOLID AGAIN!!! WHOOP !LOL!

just finished figuring out the whole freaking song on guitar of boy like girls-the great escape ... me and ooi were going thru youtube and finding how to play every single detail in the song ... the intro lead and chords all in one night ... just prolly we need to brush up on the strumming and plucking and cordinations together ... i promise you all this cover gonna be ten times better than love dunk !

Starting off with wad i did today, firstly went school came home early and planned to go out ... due to one pig sleeping at home .. our meeting time change from 2 to 4 ... supposed to watch sherlock holmes but due to some "problems" have to apologise to everyone about tat ... i thought we sudnt watch so ... headed off to pomo to jam ... had a good time there.. after tat went to l4d ... and we freaking lost to the another team, not a good time there .. LOL .. after tat went for our supper at rochor tau huay ... sat there talk cock awhile den headed home....now at home ooi now beside me learning some song on youtube ... lol ...wadever bye... knn

Basically, today was just other routine day of my life go school home rot sleep.... woke up at 6.30 and reach reach at 8.30 to realise it starts at 9 and ends at 10 am ... so i travelled all the freaking way to simei just to have a useless 1 hr class .... and other than going out , i stay at home .. for the first time ... cos everyones in school or working or wadever .. this all leads to a conclusion and a solution .. i need to find a girlfriend soon! HAHAHAHA !!
Hope tml wont be the same !!!

tml i end at 12.... who wan goooooo ouuuuut?with this handsome korean boy on TOP !!!LOL

most unproductive day at pomo.. apparently sihua got duper bad results for his O's and his venting his anger on the drum kit ..lol.. and boon's like sieh tired den the voice like kana sai like that .den ooi guitar starting got problem ..and took too much time tuning the guitar there .....den me sieh sian, kua also sian .Only for jehian, the only one so high for no reason as usual.. on the other hand everyone WAS LATE !! only i was the only one on time ! and prolly need another new song for our jamming sessions ...

IT ISN'T HOW YOU GET HIT, ITS HOW HARD YOU CAN GET HIT,NO MATTER HOW TOUGH YOU ARE,IT WILL BEAT YOU TO YOUR KNEES AND KEEP YOU PERMANENTLY IF YOU LET IT. ITS ALL ABOUT HOW MUCH YOU CAN GET HIT AND KEEP MOVING FORWARD.

SUD I HIT THE GYM TML ? OR TOWN ? GYM,ID BE PUMPING IRON ALONE.. TOWN, LEPAK L4D JAM ?

tml is another freaking day of school, just another 4 more months till i freaking graduate. i just wanna get this freaking ite cert and hope i go to a poly RP or wadever just to escape NS !! LOL.if not id be skinhead by june !!! i just wanna get over AND DONE WITH!
ITE= its the end . because only we can reach the end !

PICTURES ON JAMMING DAY.

TALK TO THE BALLS !

IF YOUR NOT A JUDGE ,BUT IF YOU'RE GONNA JUDGE ME ,THEN SENTENCE ME TO ANOTHER LIFE.

GOOD TO BE HOME. ON MY BED RESTING . AFTER ANGELA'S PARTY! I THINK JEHIAN IS TOTALLYY GONE IN KENDRA'S HOUSE NOW! IT THINK EVERYONE TATS STILL THERE ARE GONE !!!! KIDS NOWADAYS ONLY KNOW HOW TO ENJOY !! TSK TSK...GOOD DAY OVERALL .!! JUST TAT I PROLLY NEED WAKE UP AGAIN EARLY MORN TO CHURCH..SIANXZXZXZXZX...

IN THIS CRAZY LIFE.IN THIS CRAZY TIME! ITS YOU , ITS YOU!! YOUR EVERY LINE YOUR EVERY WORD YOUR MY EVERYTHING!

Today was a freaking great sucess in studio, good drummer good rythmic and lead guitarists... all we need is a dude or a dudette's powerful voice to make it perfect! Total we spent more den 3 hours in studio and spent like over 50 bucks for that session!!! we covered" boys like girls-love drunk " no acoustic version for the first time within our jamming history just me jehian sihua and ooi !!! THE FREAKING BAD THING THAT HAPPENED IN THE STUDIO IS THAT I GOT ELECTIC SHOCKED! nothing serious but fucking jehian kept laughing .... asshole ... so prolly get some pictures for today and a slight trailer of us playing for this boring blog!

I AM NO GENTLEMEN, I CAN BE A PRICK, AND I DO REGRET MORE THAN I'D ADMIT.

I seriously do not know what to do in blogsss... other than showing off my picture of myself flexing my muscles... HIAK HIAK!

The muscular arms you are looking at in this pic IS GONEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!

MISSED THOSE DAYS !!!!!!

omg..

SPOT THE DIFF!!!!!!

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